Amber Part 2

The next day, I woke up feeling like I had to prove something. My head banged from the huge laceration on my skull. I shuffled my way to the bathroom and stared into the mirror.

"This is your day," I encouraged myself. I didn't quite know what I was going to do, I thought to myself as I brushed my teeth, but it had to be drastic. It had to be something demeaning, yet, bloody. Let me stop, because I know I'm starting to sound crazy right about now. I don't want to KILL anyone. I just want to kill those big EGOS that they carry around over their blown up heads.

I'm Through

My headboard rocks as my body creaks with frustration
No tears, but I'll pull out my heart with no hesitation
Cowardly. He's no real man
I thought love and trust went hand in hand
He did it first,
SO mine was just payback
But he made a big deal about what happened way back
You CHEATED

Till The End Of Time

I give my love for you to take
And pray our souls shall never break
For you I lust and yet admire
Passion burning like a fire
I love him more than life itself
I played my cards shuffled and dealt
If his life shall cease before mine
I'll anxiously wait for my time
You know that I care for you dearly
Love rises from my heart sincerely
Candy hearts and valentine chocolate roses
Consuming love with every dosage

9.5.09

Today is my 1 year anniversary with my fabulous boyfriend, Tiquan Pryor. I never would have thought that I would, or even could, be able to stay with one person for this long. I'm glad that I did though. We've been through so much, and he is so forgiving and perfect. I would just like to take the time to say thank you, and I love you. :)